Слово "bewilderment". Англо-русский словарь Мюллера

For the first time in your career you have tasted that wine which is the reward of all our labours--the anguish and bewilderment of a human soul--and it has gone to your head.

As I went over to say good-by I saw that the expression of bewilderment had come back into Gats-by’s face, as though a faint doubt had occurred to him as to the quality of his present happiness.

The lady gave a violent start and stared in bewilderment at my companion.

His professional brethren, each for himself, adopted various hypotheses, more or less plausible, but all dressed out in a perplexing mystery of phrase, which, if it does not show a bewilderment of mind in these erudite physicians, certainly causes it in the unlearned peruser of their opinions.

In five minutes more the cloud of bewilderment dissolved: I knew quite well that I was in my own bed, and that the red glare was the nursery fire.